Lots and lots of thinking...

Am a bit sleepy today... So, I decided to freshen my mind and make me awake. I've a lot of things to commit, speaking of which I couldnt manage to cope with..

morning

go out to work...

after work spend one hour

either hiking or jungle trekking (at least twice a week) OR

pegi lepak minum at our normal place (on Friday only)

balik rumah

catch up wiv my chinese drama series...

dinner

ajar faris buat homework

main sama farid <-- now cannot escape sudah coz he doesnt want to be wiv maid at nite

buat assignment sama umie

tugas untuk membuat research n development on personal n important thing to do...

tugas untuk update blog nie, blog anak, blog hip team.. update blog memerlukan bnyk masa untuk prepare bahan nya... but i dun have dat tym allocate to do this...

i wish i could shorten my working tym to do all stuff dat i consider important to me.. keke.. i hope u guys can read my message clearly...

speaking of working, i know i feel i'm losing my motivation to work, though i have to keep up with good performance juz as this is the determinant for our salary increment... but im praying one day i will be out of here but i cant wait 4 dat 1 dy 2 happen.. whether its the rite move, i hope i wont regret this...

personal life.. i wouldnt 1 2 comment lots on this... juz hoping that nothing complicates my marriage and my family life... amin amin amin!!

sharing 1 principle of my life:

Live life with no regrets, live life with respect...

Bz but enjoying life

Tmpt keraja banyak banar keraja kan di buat.. nxt week, month end dah..mikin tah cbuk..but i managed 2 finish off apa yg important. tinggal 1 more thing to review b4 closing books.. alhamdulilah, ari ani aku devoted 80% of my time buat kerja2 yg patut ku buat... selabihnya, biasalah.... baca blogs org.. messaging with sis 2 update on our upcoming raya program.

Now, I'm home. Tym sampai tadi, kedengaran suara ayis teriak2.. bemain sorang2.. cian.. Ayid biasalah.. tdo saja...

Mana tah sis ani? Called her, suruh cepat2 balik rumah cni.. She's still at her IL's place.. 2mlm dah tdo sana. We've got a lot of things to discuss..

Lapas2 beranak ayid anikan, mama cbuk memanjang. Bukan cbuk menjaga ayid.. Mama cbuk ke salon lah, outing sama kwn lah, cbuk dngani sis buat assignment lah, joining club lah, appointment sana cni...Bukan macam ayis dulu. Mama has NO LIFE at all... Balik dari keraja, tarus balik rumah. Tarus spent time with ayis. Weekend nda mau kuar rumah, mau spent tym wiv ayis + hubby saja... Kononnya, kan jadi isteri + mama mithali lah.. hhahaha.. tried and am still trying. Am not regretting my previous life. Am trying to improve the way of living. Kan menjadi manusia yg hidup di alam 'nyata', not fantasi.

Now is very different.. Perspektif dah berubah.. Betekad ku kan mengubah diriku... it's not my fault kalau urg nda puas ati dgn tani.. akan ku jalankan tanggungjawabku cam biasa.. well, i also want 2 thank seseorg utk membuka mataku yg sebelumnya tertutup... Pengalaman banar2 mendewasakan aku... I have no fear with what's coming ahead of me... ready, rela & redha dgn ketentuanNya..

Anyway, I am actually very excited kan discuss sal the photography team raya gathering on the 1st nov ani.. mulanya, kana suruh in caj bagian makanan... now changed to bagian hadiah, voting & dekorasi..together wiv my sis. klah, no problem tu.. apa2 saja as long as ada contribute tenaga ckit 4 the team.

Gaya2nya tertangguh lah lagi business plan ku ani... ntah bila tah kan start buka bisnes nie...jumpa vendor pun alum tah pndai menjadi, malar postpone... maybe next year pun alum tantu dpt buka bisnes nie... nxt year have to really focus on our house, rasanya.. sorry big sis.. have to tunggu masa yg sesuai 4 us 2 do mkt survey + jumpa vendor..