Bz but enjoying life

Tmpt keraja banyak banar keraja kan di buat.. nxt week, month end dah..mikin tah cbuk..but i managed 2 finish off apa yg important. tinggal 1 more thing to review b4 closing books.. alhamdulilah, ari ani aku devoted 80% of my time buat kerja2 yg patut ku buat... selabihnya, biasalah.... baca blogs org.. messaging with sis 2 update on our upcoming raya program.

Now, I'm home. Tym sampai tadi, kedengaran suara ayis teriak2.. bemain sorang2.. cian.. Ayid biasalah.. tdo saja...

Mana tah sis ani? Called her, suruh cepat2 balik rumah cni.. She's still at her IL's place.. 2mlm dah tdo sana. We've got a lot of things to discuss..

Lapas2 beranak ayid anikan, mama cbuk memanjang. Bukan cbuk menjaga ayid.. Mama cbuk ke salon lah, outing sama kwn lah, cbuk dngani sis buat assignment lah, joining club lah, appointment sana cni...Bukan macam ayis dulu. Mama has NO LIFE at all... Balik dari keraja, tarus balik rumah. Tarus spent time with ayis. Weekend nda mau kuar rumah, mau spent tym wiv ayis + hubby saja... Kononnya, kan jadi isteri + mama mithali lah.. hhahaha.. tried and am still trying. Am not regretting my previous life. Am trying to improve the way of living. Kan menjadi manusia yg hidup di alam 'nyata', not fantasi.

Now is very different.. Perspektif dah berubah.. Betekad ku kan mengubah diriku... it's not my fault kalau urg nda puas ati dgn tani.. akan ku jalankan tanggungjawabku cam biasa.. well, i also want 2 thank seseorg utk membuka mataku yg sebelumnya tertutup... Pengalaman banar2 mendewasakan aku... I have no fear with what's coming ahead of me... ready, rela & redha dgn ketentuanNya..

Anyway, I am actually very excited kan discuss sal the photography team raya gathering on the 1st nov ani.. mulanya, kana suruh in caj bagian makanan... now changed to bagian hadiah, voting & dekorasi..together wiv my sis. klah, no problem tu.. apa2 saja as long as ada contribute tenaga ckit 4 the team.

Gaya2nya tertangguh lah lagi business plan ku ani... ntah bila tah kan start buka bisnes nie...jumpa vendor pun alum tah pndai menjadi, malar postpone... maybe next year pun alum tantu dpt buka bisnes nie... nxt year have to really focus on our house, rasanya.. sorry big sis.. have to tunggu masa yg sesuai 4 us 2 do mkt survey + jumpa vendor..